I’ll keep this post short because i am so completely devastated i can’t even type, but the whole idea of my blog was to share my life daily so i can’t pick and choose the parts i want to tell you – The day of all days i have been terrified of happened, someone at work telling me they believe he is “seeing someone” and have seen him with someone else. I just looked at them and burst into tears, that cry you can’t control. There really is nothing to say to describe how i feel, i don’t want to believe it’s true, i really don’t – but also why wouldn’t it be?
I feel absolutely empty, i feel like i have been stamped on a thousand times, i am just dead inside now. I want to disappear.