This week i have lost another 4 pounds – i guess now my body is starting to look out of proportion, my arms look skinny, i have a very skeletal rib cage and my head does look slightly too big for my body. My shoulders also look way too big, I can’t believe how old i look. Even the tightest tops i buy still bag around my waist.
Depression will literally take everything from you, it is leaving me empty in every way possible. I am a completely new person, mentally and physically. I don’t have the ability to care anymore. Therapy has been draining this week, but it is the one place i can escape to and not feel judged or alone, i just feel understood.